truly me Jael Lim..

我的情人节...

2012-02-14T05:11:00.000-08:00

情人节，一个情侣们庆祝的节日。
所以今天的Facebook，
有很多很多的情侣在晒幸福
很多很多单身的朋友在晒自由

我呢？没有情人的陪伴，没有特别的礼物，没有大势的庆祝。

我真的不介意...真的...

只要两个人幸福，每天都是情人节...

我珍惜...

或许是今天情人节的气氛，让我有些许的期待，期待的不是礼物，不是玫瑰

我期待的是今天你将给我的好心情..

或许是这些理所当然，在我心底觉得，今天你一定会对我好。

可能是这样的理所当然，让我不由得发起了脾气...

本来就知道你的脾气，

原本就了解你的个性，

就因为这个情人节的理所当然，

就被你解读成了我的贪慕虚荣，我的不体贴，我的不独立...

或许是我的错吧一开始就不该有这样的理所当然...

可能我还得学习怎么去珍惜...

现在我想许个愿望，希望你能相信我多那么一点点...

情人节快乐...

以后的事！

2011-12-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

在某个电影预告中听见了这样的一句话

“不要为了以后的事，而放弃了眼前的幸福”

以后的事嘛，就是没办法预知的事，没办法控制的事

所以嘛，就只能珍惜眼前所拥有的嘛

以后的事嘛，也都还有50%的机会，

不一定不好，也可能不坏嘛哈哈

以后的事嘛，管它结局怎么样

就算不好，也就当在制造美好的回忆嘛！

以后的事嘛，既然都以后了

就以后才烦恼嘛... ^__________^

勢在必行 - 陳勢安 & Bii

2011-11-27T05:50:00.000-08:00

陳勢安 & Bii - 勢在必行【完整版】 MV ~~~~

作詞：戴佩妮作曲：戴佩妮

我以為我已經累了
無法再回頭沒有目標的翅膀

我試著飛越那扇窗
溫度卻讓身體再次感到很沮喪

我微笑不是假裝我追是因為渴望
我奮不顧身奔向每一道陽光

我跌倒是種成長我哭是一種釋放
我存在不是假象我不管我倔強

為愛付出瘋狂為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向

再為愛付出瘋狂為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光昂首飛翔

♥

我以為我已經累了
無法再回頭沒有目標的翅膀

我試著飛越那扇窗
溫度卻讓身體再次感到很沮喪

我微笑不是假裝我追是因為渴望
我奮不顧身奔向每一道陽光

我跌倒是種成長我哭是一種釋放
我存在不是假象我不管我倔強

為愛付出瘋狂為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向

再為愛付出瘋狂為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光昂首飛翔

♥

為愛付出瘋狂為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向

為愛付出瘋狂為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光昂首飛翔

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第一次听到这首歌就莫名的喜欢上了...

是旋律还是歌词意境我不知道

我只觉得这首歌听了好像让你有一种力量去创荡，去相信自己，去追寻梦想

以为得不到了，就不去追求，不去争取，到头来还是什么也都得不到

免不了的失败与受伤；坚强或许能让你更接进梦想

不在意别人的眼光，坚持自己的信念，往前飞翔

永别了，干爹

2011-11-15T03:12:00.000-08:00

永别了，我亲爱的干爹...

我亲爱的干爹，在历经数月与癌症病魔的搏斗，最终还是抵挡不了病魔的摧残，在15号11月2011年的今天，撒手人寰了。

看着他一天天的变瘦，又是打针，又是吃药，一时抽谈，一时化疗.. 真不忍心
难免会不舍，会伤心，会难过，但或许对他来说是一种解脱吧。

家人朋友们，请珍惜眼前，把握现在。
预防胜于治疗
不要以为年轻，身体没大碍就不去做身体检查
要记住：在多的钱，也换不回，你和家人的健康....

这就是我敬爱的干爹..可惜，已没有机会在跟他和照了

生气~

2011-11-13T01:13:00.000-08:00

生气伤感情...
所以我很少生气，
但是如果我真的生气了，就请别当我在开玩笑
别认为我是在无理取闹...
我们AB型的人，最讲道理了！！

~我喜欢我的血型~

情妇

2011-10-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

打从心里觉得我真适合当情妇...

不吵不闹
不黏不腻
配合能力高
脾气好
忍耐力强
善解人意
不求回报
体贴入微
专一信任

我不想承认，但真的很适合！！哈哈

珍惜

2011-09-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

我珍惜每一秒属于你的温暖..

我珍惜每一瞬间你给的幸福..

我珍惜每一刹那和你的永远..

我真正希望的是...

...我能够把所有的珍惜都变成拥有...
我可以吗？

Karen 龚柯允 - 简单的我

2011-09-20T19:29:00.000-07:00

龚柯允: 简单的我

安静的你安静的我谁先开头
你的不安即使我懂
这次换我为你主动
爱了太久爱过太多忘了初衷
谁在乎你有多贵重
我只要你能听得懂

不是分轻重你在我的眼中从来都不曾失败过
不需要你撑起着天空只要你的双手包围我

我需要你给的并不多
只要你能永远陪着我
去了解我的脆弱
倾听我沉默
手心太冷你会牵着我

我需要你给的并不多
一点温柔和你的幽默
你给怎样的生活
一起走眼前再多的诱惑依然爱我
简单的我想要的不多

Hmmm~~~

不是分轻重你在我的眼中从来都不曾失败过
不需要你撑起着天空只要你的双手包围我

我需要你给的并不多
只要你能永远陪着我
去了解我的脆弱
倾听我沉默
手心太冷你会牵着我 woh~

我需要你给的并不多
一点温柔和你的幽默
你给怎样的生活
一起走眼前再多的诱惑依然爱我

简单的我想要的不多
简单的我想要的不多 woh ho~~

我需要的只要你爱我 hoooh~~
爱我

Think twice...

2011-09-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

Tired??

Everyone have their limit my dear..

and my limitation ady higher than normal person...

But Your words are always sharp to me..

People will only think negative and forgot the happy stuffs when u r arguing..
So, Please think twice before you say it out..

What can I do without adding u stress when u ady thought Im a stress-maker in your mind..

What should I do to make u understand how much I care about helping u reduce some troubles when i was not beside u...

What can I do to let u more care about our 'so called' relationship?

What should I do?

Can someone tell me?

No matter how I do, you will go to a negative way automatically...

What can I do...

What can I prove?

How can I show?

Do u still remember the words that u said before?

Do you still remember U said u wana prove about your love to someone who looked down on us...

Do you still remember U said u wana help me to cure the wound that I had...

Do you still remember U promise u wana take good care of me?

Do you still remember U said I am the one who u wana protect the most.....

Do you still remember these?

I always do..I always do believe on us..believe us will overcome every obstacles...

And now..I hope..I hope there is a miracle drop to us...

选择..

2011-09-04T09:27:00.000-07:00

你爱的人和爱你的人
你如何做抉择？

被爱的人和爱人的那个
你又会选择哪个呢？

大多数都会选择前者
你爱的人和被爱的感觉..
同时拥有的机率可说是少得可怜
矛盾!!

我？
我放弃了选择爱与不爱的权力..
而选择了一再的等待..
等待一个奇迹的出现..

迈入第四个月...

2011-08-20T07:52:00.000-07:00

即将迈入第四个月
原来没什么事是我不能办到的...

三个月是1/4年
三个月也等于一个季节
三个月能让人换了整厨衣服
三个月能让人变胖变瘦
三个月能看清一个人
三个月能让人飞黄腾达
三个月也能让人倾家荡产
三个月能让人习惯
三个月能让你了解他的重要或不需要
三个月算得上久吗？还是只是一眼瞬间？

三个月对我来说好久，久得让人改变一切想法，生活和习惯。
变的是，我了解了体贴，更领悟了忍耐，我不再期待，也习惯了等待；
不变的事，我依然在等待，等待的还是同一个将来。

个性之说

2011-08-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

刚刚我被某人说我没有个性...
真不知道我应该高兴还是难过...
所以我就去找了大家的好朋友google search~~~

个性一词在心理学中是一个非常基本的概念，与我们日常所说的个性不完全相同。个性指一个人整个的心理面貌，是经常出现的、比较稳定的心理倾向性和非倾向性的总和。

第一个结论是：每一个人都是独一无二的。他有他的相貌、身材、走路的姿势、说话的腔调、思维方式、生活态度、情感表达方式、心理活动方式，他有他的生活、理想、奋斗、失望、痛苦和快乐，所有这些都是他的，别人可能有跟他相似的经历、相近的性格、相同的打扮、共同的追求、同等的学历甚至分毫不差的身体高度，但是，我们知道这是完全不同的两个人。

第二个结论是：每一个人都是一个整体。他的精神和肉体是统一的，他的理智和情感是统一的，总之，他的五官、四肢、言行举止、音容笑貌、肉体欲望、精神追求、情感冲动、理性思维、心理体验、生活经历等等全部统一于黑格尔所说的“这一个”中，它们互相渗透、互相影响、互相制约形成一个完整的人格，他在与别人交往的时候，在做任何事情的时候，都是作为一个整体参与的。

这两个结论合起来，就是我是所理解的个性：作为一个整体的独一无二的个人。所以个性并不是什么神奇的东西，它一直存在在那儿。个性是不需要追求的，刻意去追求的东西从来就不是什么个性，毋宁说是共性。个性也是不需要去刻意培养的，我们说努力去培养学生的个性，其实，恐怕恰恰是努力摧毁学生的个性，而培养出来的倒更可能是共性。那么，我们干什么呢？很简单，该干什么就干什么去！

个性是不需要追求的，刻意去追求的东西从来就不是什么个性，毋宁说是共性
不管是褒还是贬我只想说 这就是我的个性！！

......

2011-07-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

心跳加速着意味着有时就要发生了，或许在发生着但我还没发现...
这样的感觉让我觉得...好无助...空虚却无奈....

谁？有谁能说出一个所以然？

又有谁知道我的不安全感又来自哪里呢？

这样的感觉，我不喜欢..

我担心...

2011-07-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

人生中不可能面面俱到，也不可能完美..
我一直都这么相信着...所以每次遇到什么不如意的事，我都能很快的看开...
亲情，友情，爱情，学业/事业 总是不能取得一定的平衡必然会有些高有些低
当你学业好的时候，另一方面你可能忽略了家人，朋友，或另一半...
所以以前的我，觉得爱情不顺遂是理所当然的...

可是，现在学业转换成了事业...
而我也正为我的事业打拼...慢慢的一步一步地跟着步调，渐渐往上爬...
也让我不由得担心，是不是在另一方面悄悄的往下滑，而我还没发现.....

大凶！！

2011-07-16T18:25:00.000-07:00

就在3个星期前的星期天
我去了我常去的庙里...师傅说...
我一直到农历8月会有大凶！！
不能出远门..而我也开始了我两个月的闭关...

说实在话..我想了很多
向我到底会发生什么事，会多严重，会影响谁...
说怕其实不然，只能说我更珍惜每一天，每个人
也让我莫名想起了路过的人们，还有一起生活过的朋友们..
想好好的和他们聚一聚.. 笑谈从前~

我阿宝说..不管发生什么事都会在我身边...
很感动的我却回他..你还真不了解我阿，如果真有什么事发生我会走的.. =P
也不知道有没有生命危险，会不会毁容呢？哈哈~

有很多事，想了却不敢做..别等到哪天不能做了才后悔
失败了至少付出努力过..
虽然不知道会发生什么事，但我还是约了Glen gang去爬山..当然会等我的'大凶'时段过去啦 ^^
希望到时还有那个命一起去....哈哈

要加油！！

2011-07-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

林慧玲 ! !

到了该忙的时候，就别想太多! ! !

勇敢! 专心! 努力! 奋斗!

让每一天都精彩，充实，不浪费，不后悔! !

向前看!

GO GO GO!!

加油!! 加油!! 加油!!

一则笑话

2011-06-12T10:24:00.000-07:00

刚刚和丽琳从慧婷婆婆的葬礼聊天回来
葬礼？重点不是葬礼而是聊天！！ =P
慧婷的家人应该觉得我们很奇怪吧去葬礼竟然在那里聊得起来
从九点半一直聊天聊到十二点
真累，嘴巴也很酸可能是说太多故事了吧哈哈
也还像觉得把不该讲的也说出来的天啊哈哈算了又不是不熟

很久没说这些故事了，再一次说明就好像述说着一则笑话一样
原来，我发生过这样的事哈哈
真庆幸我醒了 ^______^

现在的我，
少了以往的天真，多了份理智
缺了块无邪，添了个包容
偷偷说明，以前曾经对自己小小的许了个承诺
“我一定会过得比你好”
或许是对这份承诺的执著让我学会了很多
学会了了解，忍耐，包容，体谅，不强求，不要求与珍惜

没有人有义务对你好，所以当有人对你好的时候要懂得珍惜
别把别人对你的好当作是理所当然你失去了可能永远都回不来了

后悔？不会...我要谢谢你让我学会了如何珍惜.. ^_______^

多变的双鱼座...

2011-05-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

其实双鱼是非常多变的…

上一秒他们可以泪流满面
下一秒他们亦可以往脸上堆满笑容…
他们可以笑得很真…也可以笑得很无力…

没错…也许他们偶尔会耍心机…耍耍小手段…

但他们只是要找一个方法发泄…找一个出口…
往往他们的心机手段…并不会造成多大的伤害…
因为在他们最邪恶的同时，心里的那个小天使会出来阻止...
但不发泄…自己又无法解脱…!
所以他们会找一个杀伤力最小的报复方法~
所以,即使是最邪恶的双鱼,内心深处…依然是善良的~
另外,双鱼们,并不傻…
她们的傻…往往只是一个错觉…
表面上,他们是傻力傻气的..
可又有多少人真正明白他们的傻…只是一层保护色…
因为他们清楚也明白，只有什么都不知道的人，才能一直都快乐的生活着…
所以很多时候…他们宁可自己再笨一点…这样笑容也会多一点…

很多人一致认为双鱼座是眼泪最多的星座…
没错，这点也是无可否认的…
眼泪…是他们向难过发泄不满的唯一方法…
也许是这种想哭就哭，想笑就笑的个性…
所以他们所受的伤害可以很快的痊愈…
也许就是因为这种个性，很多人认为他们不容许受到伤害…而一度的去伤害他们…
其实他们不是不会受伤…只是伤口的复元力很强

他们有时候，会不懂如何表达自己…
他们不是能很理所当然的说出心里话，但只要遇到对的倾诉对像，他们可以毫无保留的说出来…

双鱼座不是很坚强…
他们很容易受伤…
双鱼座并不柔弱
他们的复原能力很强
双鱼座　不坚强　也不柔弱

看了这些，你们还会想去伤害小双鱼吗？

我的绝缘蓝颜

2011-05-17T01:41:00.000-07:00

突然有想写blog的冲动，可又没什么特别的事
这几天都和死党出去喝茶就那你们来当题材吧！

我的死党太多了所以就让我所小范围吧
认识最久，排除女生，在剔除对我有意思的
（这不代表没被我提到就都喜欢我哦！）

说到死党，当然要说些特别的啦！
接下来要介绍给大家的两个人是我从中学时期到现在重要的“绝缘蓝颜”
正所谓“绝缘蓝颜”就是不管我魅力在怎么强在怎么温柔能干贤淑漂亮
都不曾对我有一丝丝追求意愿的异性好朋友

恩，在这里说的东西或许他们自己也不知道有这么一段故事哈哈觉悟吧！

死党一号：
赖冠源
单身
23岁
180cm +/-
现于BP 某公司当个善于带动公司风潮Assistant engineer

从中四开始源就一直是本小姐的挡箭牌
为了什么我需要个挡箭牌呢？故事就要从想当年开始了

想当年，不算漂亮但大剌剌个性的我让我拥有很多不同圈的朋友
也让我在中学时代变成一位人见人爱车见车载老鼠看见都钻进袋的一号人物
当然，年少轻狂，情窦初开的年代，很多人把好聊的人当成了喜欢的对象，
就这样我无缘无故的变成了大众情人（不好意思，自恋起来了哈哈）

当时，我和他的好朋友开始我的初恋，
很多人当然会问我一些非常难回答的问题像是：
你为什么会选他？？
为什么不是某某某？？
怎么开始的啦？？
怎样啦？做么啦？这个啦？那个啦？
累死我了不想多做回答的我就像转移大家的注意力
在最后一个问题，我做出了回答从此改变了源和我的一生也开始了源桃花结束的命运哈哈
有人问：你真的爱他吗？我觉得某某某比较适合你叻！
当下我面无表情的说：好啦！跟你们讲啦，我最爱的是阿源啦！
人：-----------（每个人的脸都往向源那里）
我：“溜”！！（os: 不好意思啦源~ 哈哈哈）
突然想起当时在聊天源完全不懂发生什么事的表情就像笑哈哈
而且我当时觉得源是我初恋的好朋友他应该不会吃它的醋吧！
在越想就越多好处的理念让源和我的关系理不清理还乱！哈哈

死党二号：
钟凯博
热恋中
23岁
178CM +/-
在美国深造

他的介绍比较简单，因为中二同班所以认识
就这样！！哈哈
放心。。。我不会这样对你的啦！哈哈

von当时是我们4个女生中的绯闻对象，
4个女生当然指的是，琳，婷，丽和我啦！
琳是von哥哥女朋友的妹妹（有点乱）因为巧妙的身份，他们便成为大家消遣的对象
丽的绯闻吗？是Von自找的，情况也有点像我和源的巧遇！哈哈
至于婷嘛。。当时没什么交集，但是现在却成为了Von的女朋友跌破大家眼镜！哈哈
我对他，他对我。。完全没特别意思！哈哈哈

话说当年，他们两很讨厌我，也不能说是讨厌啦就是自己看不爽所以怂恿我的初恋和我吵架
哈哈
别怀疑，他们就是这样的人！哈哈哈

我们的友谊是这几年开始升温。。我们都忘了，彼此怎么混熟的！
我在他们面前毫无形象可言！他们常怀疑喜欢我的人眼睛都瞎了 = =!!!
切！就是他们让我的完美形象 粉碎！
算了，反正他们也付出的惨痛的代价！哈哈
源的20道锁和两道符...
von追走了我们朋友圈里的人气小天后，所以不需要我动手哈哈
这就是我们无形的牵引哈哈哈恶心！
源，von不要企图把它拔断因为你们拔不完的！哈哈

为自己说话

2011-05-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

我有个认识了12年的好朋友
几年前，她对我说我的个性很像水，遇到不同的容器就会变成和容器一样的形状。
当时，我很纳闷，这句话是褒呢还是贬意。她当然说是好事啦。
不过我却不这么认为，我觉得没主见的人才像水，
而我呢，一直觉得我在当时是个懂事的大姐大，
而且我是大女儿很多事都是我再做决定的再加上女强人是我的梦想，所以水吗？根本不适合我啊... XD

慢慢的长大了，原来真正了解我的人是我的那位好朋友而不是我自己..
不管你们信或不信，
从以前，我就能在谈话或互动中知道对方的想法和什么是对方想听，
什么是不想谈的所以，我的朋友都比较多，因为我够圆滑。
那时开始，我就看着对方的心情说出一些他们想听的话，渐渐的我也在不知不觉中失去了我的坚持和主见。
是我虚伪吗？讨好别人？拍马屁？
都不是好不好！！
只因为啊...他们都已经把他们想要的答案都写在脸上了你们要我怎么拒绝阿？

我在不断变化的人，事，物还有环境中扮演着不同的角色。
我都很好的扮演着大家塑造给我的形象...
话燥，好动，和善，开朗，乐观，果断，坚强，独立..
惭愧...我哪配得上啊...
想必如果你们去问我不同的朋友，或许得到的答案都不太一样吧...

尤其在感情上大家给与我的形象更是顶呱呱
真的是这样？
大家心目中完美的女朋友应该是要千依百顺，懂得收放，独立中还会撒娇，带出去不会丢脸，适当让男生觉得很有面子...等等等...
只要大家说得出，我一定做得到...不骗你们...真的！
但是有谁问过我，我要的是什么呢？
也不然，问了也不一定知道答案因为我自己也不知道...哈哈
不过，我就是在感情中，无法变得有主见，也做不了决定，因为我在意对方的感受，我希望吃对方喜欢吃的食物，去对方想要去的地方有你爱的人在身边，不管吃什么，喝什么，去哪里，做什么都不那么重要了不是吗？
不过我也害怕，害怕我会做出一些我会后悔的决定，所以选择不做决定...

包含着双鱼又AB型的我拥有着复杂的4个形体让我自己也不了解自己...
当局者迷或许就是这个意思吧... ^^
算了，在我也还没搞清楚我自己的时候，就只好承认自己就是水啰！=p

想对我身边的人，和我一起住过的人，有机会发现我另一面的人说声不好意思，让你们看见了那么善变，依赖，胆小，没主见又不理智的我...也谢谢你们一直在我身边 ^^

第三者...

2011-01-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

昨天他告诉我有女生说不介意当第三者
我就说了一句子＂哦＂不是我不介意也不是我能接受
而是这不是我第一次听到这样的荒唐事件
荒唐吗？
为什么会有人那么牺牲自己呢？
他们是追求刺激？好玩？想证明自己的魅力？还是为爱？
所以我想了一整夜试着站在他们的角度想这些为什么？
如果是我的话我又会怎么做呢？

人都矛盾我也是想了一夜的结果是
其实我不介意当第三者如果我觉得他值得
但是我却没办法接受男朋友劈腿
原因吗？
可能是受了双鱼座浪漫幻想情操影响我相信感情是可以培养的
或许会成为习惯但是一但爱久了也会成为一种习惯而离不开对方
成为另一个人的习惯也何尝不是件浪漫的事啊！
不过前提是我必须是单身还有就是他也必须有本事能让我爱到某种程度才有可能发生
矛盾的想他如果在上一段感情里能劈腿也就代表着他也能对你做出一样的事那值得吗？
我没办法接受男朋友劈腿这个嘛跟我比较好的朋友应该都会认为我可以接受因为都有过前科我也都原谅了
就因为是这样所以我更不能也不会犯同样的错
我不能接受是因为人都是自私的我的感情不能和别人共享
笨过一次傻过一次就不能让自己再错第二次

有点离题了哈哈

所以呢？第三者嘛
每个人都有每个人想要追求的东西接不接受就要看个人吧
我只相信能被抢走的爱就不算真正的爱
能被夺走的感情就不值得被珍惜
所以结论就是因人而异吧 ^^

相见容易相处难...两个人相处难免有争吵，有意见不和的时候
往往这些原因会让你忽略了之前的生死与共，过往的同甘共苦，
还有内心深处的那一份爱
琐碎的事物不安的情况猜疑的心情都会让彼此认为爱少了关切也少了
真的是这样吗？试问如果他/她不在你身边了你还会认为是件好事吗？
如果答案是好事那就放了他/她吧！

在我脑海里记得一句话说：吵架的声量会越来越大，是因为彼此的心很遥远了。
我觉得这一句话说得可真好啊！当你觉得快要开战时，不如深吸一口气，小声地说慢慢地说...或许两颗心就会靠近一点了吧 ^^

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift...
珍惜眼前让过去过去，让未来等待...

what a happy new year...

2011-01-01T11:14:00.000-08:00

2011...happy new year!!!

New Year...originally was a happy and excited reunion day for everyone...
Shouldn't call you...
Shouldn't force you..
Shouldn't ask you..
Shouldn't...
ya..I was escaping again..

But Today, i decided to face the problem that occurred few days ago..
and i heard what I'd expected..
again the same question same problem that we used to face before..
the solution is always there but i don't know why you still think that much...

Your words was driving me to heaven and also push me down after all...
Do you still remember..I'd told you..
if i will bring u stress, problem or sad..and I'm willing to leave without any single words...
there is no such right or wrong when you talked about LOVE..we both knew that...
We paid your heart before...that's enough for me...really...
AND YOU..i can feel how you dote on me.. :)

Thanks for telling me those..i really wish u will tell me whatever you are thinking...
no matter that is good or bad...
once we are still getting along, you are still my beloved babe.. :)
I do wish u..don't think too much please...
I might not stay at your side all the time...
I might not listen to your words..
I might not have the ability to make u love me more...
But the only one thing i knew is.. I'll love you till the time you give me up... ^^

我的他

2010-11-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

11月11日是我的他的生日
为了帮他庆祝生日，我们俩决定上Genting...
很多人应该会觉得Genting?? 去到显啊有什么特别的？
没错...但是从澳洲回来的我和从英国回来的他都十分的想念...冷天气...不要怀疑..就是这个原因..
我们俩个“老人家”到了云顶，不去theme park，也不到casino...
手牵着手，肩并着肩，一路走走停停吃吃坐坐...幸福也可以很简单.. ^^

至于礼物嘛...我可是送了一辆civic给他哦...哈哈哈超阔气的说 =p
对于他的生日..对他也有些些抱歉..没什么特别惊喜..也没有什么特别计划...多亏了他的“正室”帮他安排了些节目（我只是他的小妾） ^^
这里说声谢谢咯也不好意识哦...

给你的话..
在这次的见面中，了解了你的不安，你的想法....
我以为不说你就不会觉得压力，却让你误会了...
还好，帅气英俊潇洒人见人爱车见车载天上有地下无的你不跟我计较.. ^6^
不好意思..让以前的事给你压力了，真的对不起....
<3 <3 <3

某公司的Reasoning test...

2010-09-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

先跳过纽西兰的旅程.....

想update一下今天发生的事..
今天9月6号2010年，我被要求到许久没去的PJ参加某家公司的reasoning test....
由于不知道路怎么走，就麻烦了我亲爱的Anata开车送我去...
40题MCQ 65分钟我以为我能用半个小时就能做完的题目，竟差点让我来不及！！
神经病...一张A4paper, word size 11, no spacing 就只有3题....看完都忘了上面说什么咯...
不过还真希望能顺利通过...原因？
我喜欢那种大大的高楼...
我喜欢有着自己公司晶片才能出入的栅栏...
我喜欢走到哪里就有东西买有东西吃...但交通不太方便...
更喜欢...有人上下接送的感觉... ^^
之后当然不可能每天有人接送啦...不过这一刻我是幸福的...

^___________________^

说完趣事，现在说说一些我想对他说的话。
我的大笨瓜，生病了，吐了不下10次...
却因为我不知道如何去到PJ...而不顾我的坚持，硬要开车载我去...心痛...
看着他痛苦，我却无能为力，什么也不能做的在他旁边写blog... T.T
不想当负担，不想当累赘...却也不得不承认我还真没用..
对不起..辛苦你了...
他凶说：“你看，这里的路这样乱，如果你自己来一定在这里乱..” ^______^
知道他担心..我也会啊...大笨蛋... :-)

对了，不好意思啊WENG~~害你提早到公司帮我问路...heee ^ ^

Day 6 ( Franz Joseph - Christchurch )

2010-08-31T07:23:00.000-07:00

得加把劲了写Blog还真费时阿...

第六天的早上，我们必须起程到Christchunch，从Franz Joseph 搭上豪华巴士一路沿着一路路大草原来到著名的TrainAlpine（Chrischurch to Greymouth, Rated one of the world's great scenic railway journeys!!)　对了，燕燕交代过要和小马说TrainAlpine的门很重，小心啊!!!

对了，到之前大胆的我们还去尝试吃possum pie也就是鼬鼠啦！那家野味店啊...现在回想起还是觉得好特别哦...鼬鼠肉嘛　肉质像是很嫩的鸡肉...有少少的骚味...还蛮不错吃的，只要你能克服吃鼠类的心理障碍...哈哈　纽西兰嘛，不能卖鼬鼠肉。那我们怎么吃到呢？首先，我们啊得了解我们吃的鼬鼠派是免费的，前提是要“乐捐”４元！！　哈哈

鼬鼠派！！！

路途中的小镇...

别怀疑都是真的...

我们的燕燕和鼬鼠的和照...

突然想起，纽西兰的slang和澳洲的口音有些差别

纽西兰的e读成i，i是声..

所以...当司机告诉我们记得去Check in的时候我们就听成...没错！！Chicken...哈哈

燕琳说：我就奇怪，为什么他一直叫我们去吃鸡....哈哈

到了Christchurch，我们就去check in hotel　燕琳说用自己的credit card check in 好像大人哦！好吧就让她当大人咯，　我还不想当...哈哈

Day 5 Queenstown -- Franz Joseph

2010-08-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

哈哈久等了

第五天，苦啊~~

7点得出门的我们，托着行李站在零下5度的天气里，呆呆的等了半个小时...
冷到我们俩连话都不想说，每当冷风吹过，燕燕就会爆一句粗...哈哈
拨了电话，才知道巴士坏了。。天啊。。白白浪费我们宝贵的睡眠时间出来被冷风吹...
没关系... 他们就安排了的士把我们载到总站本以为不用在受冷风吹...
哪知... 竟然有一大班人比我们先到总站，还有还有总站竟是露天的... #%$^&*^G5^
不过这次燕燕笑的好开心哦，可能是知道有很多人陪我们一起冷，所以咯...哈哈

终于终于...巴士到了，开开心心上了巴士，巴士的暖气竟然不能操作...天啊!!!!我们是招谁惹谁啊...更倒霉的是...难得我们遇到了几个帅哥和我们同巴士，但是，我们却冷到连看帅哥的力气都没有... 还需要抗冷3个小时...燕燕说：这种感觉就像在40度的大热天坐上没有冷气的巴士上...说有多难受就有多难受！！

因为前天生病开始吃药的我，有些水肿的现象...这一天却比前几天严重，那个没良心的燕燕竟然笑我眼睛肿！！！什么世界啊！！
到了Motel，有一个tour是乘坐直升机到雪山顶上摸雪，但是时间不被应许，也就高吹了...
Franz Joseph 只有两条街，燕燕和我想说这几天在外头吃太多太重的食物了，所以决定买东西回Motel煮...Menu嘛，当然是Instand Mee + 蔬菜汤...哈哈
这一天我们很早睡，因为嘛....明天是FIFA最后第二场比赛，所以咯...

这就是害我被冷死又看不了帅哥的巴士..

路途中的Salmon farm...

燕燕的富贵手干到流血..

Franz Josef Glacier Walk...重点之一！！

日落...

我们的晚餐

Day 4 (Queenstown)

2010-07-16T05:08:00.000-07:00

今天是自由活动的一天，所以我们理所当然的睡得比平常迟..
说好十点要出门，我们可爱的燕琳小姐在喝完我为她准备的爱心honey milk后，又继续倒头大睡...我呢？为了等她准备好，我就看了一小时的golf，结果还被说无聊　＝＝

原本打算去玩shotover jet...但临时生病的我们俩只好放弃时速180KM/H 在零度以下的天气乘风破浪，改为静态活动...就是把Queenstown的每条街走完...哈哈
没有地图的我们到处走...
天啊！！我们发现了世外桃源...美到～
我们俩不断的重复同样的一句话...“我们好幸福啊！！”
真的，无法形容的美.. 我们就坐在雪山围绕的湖边....说说话，走走看看....
当天气转凉时，我们还是舍不得回去...

燕琳说这张照片很有feel!!

我们的暖暖包！！

晚上，我们就乘搭缆车到山顶上吃buffer，虽然没有很好吃，但我们还是幸福的！！

3rd day in NZ (Queenstown - Milford Sound)

2010-07-15T20:22:00.000-07:00

今天的行程是燕琳所说的重头戏!!
燕琳说她特别期待今天的Milford Sound之旅
大清早，我们提早了5分钟出门，一踏出motel门口，就看见一辆豪华巴士停在Motel门口..
我们以为我们迟到了，原来是他早到...吓死我们！！我们可没要show他们Asian 精神哦！哈哈

路程上，在我们眼前的除了雪山还是雪山，像是身处在一幅又一幅的山水画中怎么也看不厌...我们一路走走停停。。我最喜欢的就是mirror lake。。让在生病呈现昏昏沉沉的我眼前一亮...好美的一个影像...是一种无法用言语和照片来说明的美景！！

相信每一个人都知道什么是‘发夹弯’日本有5连发夹弯，纽西兰有287弯！那一天我们都过完了.. 晕@@

终于终于到了Milford Sound，上了比别人好一些些的船...

一开始的风景也就还好...就山啊，水啊，瀑布啊...

当船行驶到海中央！！天啊，整条海平线就在我们眼前...好漂亮...

回返的船程上，竟让我们遇上了4只顽皮的小海豚偷偷游出来玩...感动！！

看得燕琳的眼睛都发光了，恨不得跳下去和她们一起游！还好有我捉住她，要不然...哈哈

对了对了，我们还看到一只很拽的鵰！真的是拽个三百八...相信如果他化生为人一顶天天被人打...好多人涌上去和它拍照，他自顾自的自己走...拽！！才发现原来好多人知道如何说鸟语...哪里可以学啊？ XD

2nd day in NZ (Dunedin - Queenstown)

2010-07-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

天啊！！奢侈...短短五分钟的路程...
agent 竟然安排了巴士来载我们...
根据tour plan 我们会有个双层巴士city游
哪知整辆巴士就只有我们俩个人和司机兼导游...我们包下了整辆巴士！！
就这样司机兼导游跟着我们走...我们拍照就等我们，我们上车就出发...哈哈

下午吃了午餐，坐了5个小时的巴士到 Queenstown巴士总站
在接近零下的天气里等着agent安排的cab
10分钟的等待，让我们俩冷到直发抖，脚趾头都结冰了！！
燕琳因为穿了不合适的鞋...整个人就心情不好..吃完晚餐我们就去买鞋。。
没有几家店开的情况下...燕琳买了一双75块纽币外在有点弱但很实用的让燕琳的心情高兴起来的灰色包鞋...哈哈（燕琳再三申明拍照不要拍到她的鞋！！）哈哈

Queenstown的穿着就是...把所有能穿的衣物都往身上挂就对了...哈哈

1st day in NZ (Christchurch - Dunedin)

2010-07-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

早上6点乘搭机场巴士到达Christchurch square intercity

又坐了5个小时的车程到了Dunedin总站..已有司机在等我们了,帮我们提行李＋开车门...
简直像极了２位千金...但是他竟然把我们送到了错的hotel...= ='''　还好只需多过个马路就够了...要不然...

Dunedin是个小镇，拥有世界最斜的街Baldwin St...

9点才天亮，5点就天黑...或许不是旺季...3点多街道上的人以是寥寥无几了...
我们赶上了最后一趟Cadbury Choc factory tour... Yum Yum~~ 好吃好吃~~~

天黑了，我们原本打算看夜景的，但是可能是第一天的关系，胆还没生出来...也就放弃了...哈哈

准备出门咯！！

我们的晚餐！！

豪华旅店！！哈哈

Very 1st day in NZ (Christchurch Airport)

2010-07-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

露宿街头的一天

为了不浪费多一天的ACC的费用
燕琳和我就决定在NZ Airport渡过6个小时漫漫长夜
也这样开始了我们两小女子人生中第一次在飞机场过夜...

燕琳一路睡了又醒，醒了又睡。。每醒一次，身上的衣物就多一件
我呢？看小说咯！！
不知不觉6 个小时就这样过去了...shop???
相信每一位到过Christchurch international airport 的人都知道
为什么我们不那么做...贵?
重点是连一间店...哦...别说店..连一个摊子都看不见啊！！！

第一天对纽西兰New Zealand的看法...2个字...冷啊！！

就这样我和燕琳成了流浪汉的一夜。。
即将开始我们两“奢华的高级背包之旅”属称的Luxury Backpacker..　哈哈

Graduated!!!

2010-07-01T20:14:00.000-07:00

wow...Officially Graduated!!
Finally...Phew~~
my brain is blank..my heart is beating damn fast..yeah...Jael Lim is graduated!!

Called daddy and said :"爸爸，你女儿要带四方帽咯!"
dad replied: "还好你Pass完，要不然我就要在家里躺着睡不着咯！
(not really know wad my dad wana tell me actually..but we are same..used to be talking something but pointless..haha)
Even he didnt say anything touch...but seriously i can feel his happiness..love love!!

erm...dont knw wad i gonna write..my mind is totally blank...wadever..
Thanks friends..
Thanks Jazz, Yenling, Wanting, Yow, Nick, Jeffrey, Vitagen, Jiayu, Kuku and lots more.....
Thanks for being parts of my life...cherish u... Love u guys..

A Story of Little Jael's Paradise...

2010-07-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

Phew!~~

Was spending whole day time to pack all of my stuffs and clean up my room for the next tenant (Malcolm)..

Sitting in the empty room with my lappy and thinking back the time i just moved in..

A totally new room...and now i had been spending most of my last semester time in this awesome little Jael's paradise..

even thats only few people came into my room before..but still..It brought alots of memories to me..

In the room..i still can see the screens of ...

JT, BK, JS, KH and I were chatting;

Aussie's gang ran into my room and celebrated my birthday;

Jazz stood outside my window and scare me;

Yenling slept on my bed;

Wanting knocked my door with almost 'silent' sound;

Yow passed by my door;
Rushing of my Assessmentssss;

The Washing machine and dryer's sound was around me everyday....

and alots more...

I will miss it.....ya...definitely i will...

Day leave Aussie: 24 days...

Our very 1st anniversary...

2010-06-25T17:17:00.000-07:00

Today is a very special day for US...

i used to be waited this day expectantly and it finally comes..

but the fate is always play tricks on us...

It should be a happy and memorable day for us..

but now..with the complicated status...hmm...

anyway,

Happy "Complicated" Anniversary... ^________^

negative + positive..

2010-06-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

I had been packing my stuffs since few days ago..
too many things to pack??? not really..
but just not feel like packing all stuffs up...

back to Msia...
that used to be my motivation of completing my busy degree life yet this is the dismotivation of packing all of my stuffs now...

face the future, face the fact..
seriously...is the time to think about all..
but now..the tasks that i had planned is just..playing playing playing...travelling travelling travelling... :p
my brain is like..IGNORE everything automatically except meet up with my friends, play and travel...
omg!!!! I had totally moodless of doing my resume....!!! can somebody help me???

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negative feeling ended...positive UP!!!

heyhoo...New Zealand..IM COMING!!!
travel will always make me happy...haha...
leave 5 more weeks in Brisbane...
but..yenling and i decided to sacrifice our lovely 8 days for traveling to NZ!!!

count down-ing the last 5 weeks in Brisbane...
last 5th week...packing...lepak-ing...changing...
last 4th week...shopping...planning...outing with my friends in Brisbane.....
last 3rd week...NZ Trip!!
last 2nd week..back from NZ trip..settle all Doc stuffs..planning again...
last week...outing with my bro and his gf in Brisbane..+ Convocation!! heyhoo

hey guys...my convocation is held on...
Date: 22nd of July..
Time: 6.30pm..
Venue: Queensland Performing Art Center!!!!!

是我太过于善良吗？

2010-06-18T00:47:00.000-07:00

最近，要想要思考要抉择的事有太多太多了...
好累...真的..
好希望自己能够坚决一点...不理智一些...偶尔做做自己...
但是....
习惯了不去做决定...习惯了不去多做解释...
习惯了依赖...习惯了逞强...
习惯了不管多难过都要笑着...
习惯了...但是好累...
越来越不知道自己要的是什么渴望的又是什么...
曾几何时...想要抛开一切顾虑和任性，去追求想要的东西，找寻失去的自己...
但是这些习惯，却成了我作不了自己的障碍...

能不能有一天，我不在为别人而活
能不能有一天，我的脸上没有微笑
能不能有一天，可以不说话
能不能有一天...能不能...

有好多好多话想说...
但没能说出口...不敢...不需要...更不能说...
任性的话我不会说...
没帮助的话没必要说...
没结果的话更不能说...
有了希望，也得要有失望的打算...
不想失望，也就别抱任何期望...
开了口，得到的却不是想要的答案...
说出口，也知道是无法改变的事实...
那还不如什么都别说...

我以为我能在你面前做自己..
原来越是在乎一个人越无法表现自己..

高兴/难过

2010-06-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

今天把这一年半的Notes整理整理了舍不得丢但也得丢
感觉就像快回家了一样....那也就表示我要离开了...应该高兴吗？
和燕琳通完电话，想想我们刚刚的话题...
Assessment，考试，旅行，毕业，回家，作工..
好像已成了每一位出国生的必经之途..
能不能有点变化啊？闷....

身边的朋友们好像都有了自己的目标和计划...
我呢？也有..不过太多了...只是不知道怎么做选择...
乱!!!
借用燕琳的话...现在想是想,之后想也是想....那道不如迟些才想！！哈哈

明天要...
开另一个Hotmail Account...
申请TwitterAccount..
整理Resume...
如果有空的话....像带着一本书到河边看....哈哈

是时候倒数回家的天数了吗？？恩.. 还不想....

舍不得...

2010-06-08T02:56:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!!!!

LIM HUEY LING'd been done her DEGREE!!! HOORAY!!!!

应该高兴还是应该难过呢？

万分的舍不得在心头

是人是事是物是环境是天气是繁华是简单是方便是回忆...

茫然

2010-06-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

连续忙碌了一个月半..终于撑到了我人生中degree生活的最后几天...本应在图书馆做着最后冲刺的我.... 缺一度陷入迷茫...
不是时间不够也不是资料不足...
突然间有个要不得的念头...
我还真不想做完我的Assignments...
感觉上一做完... 我就得离开了...
本来应该抱着万分期待的我...
现在，已经没有当初一定得回去得坚持与动力...
但离开Brisbane却是我唯一的选择...

我不想重新编织我的梦想，
我不想思考未来，
我更不想面对现实,
计划永远都赶不上变化...
但很多事，该来的总会来，该面对的还是逃不掉...

茫然....我该何去何从？谁能告诉我....

不知道我还能坚持多久

2010-05-25T03:41:00.000-07:00

明明很想哭，却还在笑
明明很在乎，却装作无所谓
明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福
明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了
明明很脆弱，却装作很坚强
明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了
明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话
明明已经无法挽回，却依然执着
明明知道说这样的话会受害，却忍着心疼轻松说出口
明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不觉得欠我的
明明很渴望爱情，却为了自由不想拥有

　　
为什么总是情不自禁的想起以前不开心的事，原本以为忙碌的时间会把不开心的事忘记，但是错了，越忙碌就越想起！原本以为上班能把过去的事忘记到九霄云外，可是越想忘记就越想起。上班没事做的时候，一个人坐在工位上发呆，无意中想起以前的事，眼泪就想出来，最后还是坚持了，告诉自己不要轻易流泪，原本以为自己告诉自己不要再为以前的事难过！但是心中的痛无人能体会，难过以不会有人感觉到！也许在某人心中我以被遗忘了，原本以为自己说一句无所谓就能解决、但是这只是暂时，一句无所谓却带来很多遗憾，内疚，也许命运的安排要我收拾这个局面。我永远想不明白到底是什么原因，为何要这样对我，付出那么多却得到这样的结果。原本以为别人说了句不好听的话，告诉自己不要计较，但是想起就会心痛，为何人不互相相处，为什么说讽刺的话，为什么不想想人家的感受。原本以为不会有任何事发生！原来自己想得太天真了，一切变成了无言的结束。一切以无法改变以前的笑容，太多原本以为了，给我带来不开心的结果

　　
我想面对下去，无论是什么样的结果。我也要坚强。因为我输不起。

"Xence 神仙(2010 May 19), 不知道我还能坚持多久, Facebook. Retrieved by 25 May 2010. from http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=395176161470&id=553897896"

^^

我和我们家老豆的通话...

2010-05-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

我和我们家老豆的通话...

爸：玲阿，你不要继续读了哦？多给你两年半啦，读到博士！

我：博士？哪里有人读business读到博士的，不过我有在想读硕士啦！多一年罢了，还在考虑...

爸：读咯读咯，你要留就留咯，还有朋友在那里吗？

我：朋友是有啦！我还在考虑啦！business 需要经验...

爸：是咯，随便你啦，不过毕业就是失业，不要太高兴
（哪有爸爸诅咒自己的女儿的 = = ）

我：不要紧嘛！你养我啦！

爸：老咯！没有力养了....要不然这样啦！你回来然后嫁掉，就可以了咯，不用酱麻烦。

我：没人要啦！

爸：有的有的，lelong lelong 就有人要了...(= = )

天啊！！这是哪国的老爸阿！！

突然间好想回家哦...^^

坚强好难

2010-05-23T04:13:00.000-07:00

对不起，我没你想象中的那么坚强...
对于你的决定，除了接受我不知道我还能做些什么
洒脱，这也是唯一能为你和我自己做的了

没联络你，不代表不关心
没表情，不代表不在意
没反应，不表示不在乎
没哭，不证明不爱你
只是再也没有爱你的理由了

我的爱，会让你停滞不前
我的爱，会让你伤心难过
我的爱，会让你左右为难
狠下绝心断爱，为了不想让我的爱变得如此如此的卑贱

不想让你担心，所以让我自己活得好，你就能够放手去做你想做的事
不想让你内疚，所以笑着渡过每一天，你就能安心追求你的梦想没有牵挂

好难... 也好痛.. 但总有一天能克服的...
放心吧，没事的... 你的未来你决定了就要用勇敢去做，别让我的牺牲变得毫无意义。
别担心，我会活得比你好的，所以，一起加油吧！！

lots topics...

2010-05-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

Suddenly think to update my blog but dont knw wad to write actually...^^
erm..im almost recovered from the weird sick?? but still feel like there is got something stuck inside my throat..swt..anyway..thanks ya guys..^^ thanks jazz, wanting, yenling, jeffrey, nick, ku, von and those who care and worried about me..

was submitted my last 6th assessment in my Degree life...and my next assessment's due date is on 24 of May...so im having 2 weeks holiday?? DEFINITELY NO!!! i still leave a dozen of preparation to do before submitting the rest of my assessments...
12 May..AD Campaign meeting + consultation with Media supervisor
13 May..IMC meeting
swt...haven started my preparation at all...OMG!!! still think to rest??? AHHH~~!!!
STOP COMPLAINING about assessments...i pretty ENJOY my assessments life...@@

God will leave a window open, when he locked up all the door..
God gave me a mountain of assessments..but he also provided wonderful + awesome teammates for me..
thanks guys..u guys do help me alots and alots....appreciated u guys..^^

I SHOULD cherish the time i leave in Brisbane.. I know i will miss Brisbane alots when i get bac to Msia...miss miss..T^T
and i have to consider about my future too..swt...can i ignore this?? stress-nya..

erm...what else?? erm..count...

ciao..

Envy~~~

2010-04-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

was going out and dealing with a lot of couples recently..
Yow and wanting
Xma and Peyyun
Jackson and leeting
Changwee and Peypey
Paul and yating
Derrick and Sansan...

Seriously..I am so envying...
peypey came over Australia to find changwee..yating and paul came together for travelling..
how sweet... T^T
thats y i hate long distance relationship..
but no choice..this is the one that i chose..
couldnt blame on anyone..never mind 3 more months to go..erm..5 more?? or ?? TT
yea..lim huey ling is genius..

WHATEVER..Is Fighting time..no more extra time for envying those things..
FOCUS!! FOCUS!! FOCUS!!!

男孩和女孩的故事..

2010-04-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

男孩：会等我吧？在你出国的这段时间里，会像以前约定的那样等我吧？

女孩：不了...我不想等了...我真的累了...

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在男孩与女孩刚交往的第3个月，男孩出轨了。。女孩知道后，和男孩打吵了一架。最后也却傻傻的相信着，男孩只是一时爱玩，总有一天男孩的心会回到女孩的身边而原谅了男孩。

女孩不喜欢男孩抽烟，男孩却埋怨，为何女孩总为一些小事而向男孩发脾气。

女孩讨厌男孩彻夜不归，男孩认为女孩太粘人，没为男孩着想让男孩没有了自由。

女孩不喜欢一个人吃饭，男孩却认为女孩不够独立，依赖性太强。

女孩不喜欢男孩说谎骗女孩，男孩却也一次又一次的撒谎了，男孩认为女孩总会原谅男孩，

因为女孩爱男孩...

直到有一天，男孩发现女孩在也不吵了，不发脾气了，不在依赖男孩了...这就是男孩想要的女孩吗？

是的，当男孩察觉时，一切都已经太迟了....女孩的心已死了...

男孩...你身边有这么一个人吗？珍惜吧..

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想哭，但已不知道怎么流泪...是你教会我，泪流多了会变得不值得被珍惜，所以我不哭了..

等待，也许并不容易... 伤害，却轻而易举...

是你让我学会了一个人只要不在想要就什么都可以放下，所以我放下了你..

bluerk...

2010-04-10T18:15:00.000-07:00

Feel like gonna vomit when there are toooo many stuffs and thinking on my mind...

yea..got the feel now...bluerk...

18SX SEXPO in Brisbane..

2010-03-06T02:57:00.000-08:00

Just came back from an event so called "sexpo" which located at south bank..

"SEXPO" = sexuality lifestyle expo..
ya..was what u guys think..thats alots of show girls and Brisbane bad boys over there..dancing, flirting, photo-ing..alots and alots..XD

feel exciting before we go in..don't know how the sex exhibition looks alike..tot will have alots of gal and guy's "private part" photo or maybe show u some picture of "sex pose"???..this is what sex exhibition image pop up in my mind before i go in..

Guess what?? the first thing i saw is...2 pairs of shaking "papayas"..if u guys know who is Nikki Benz or Monica Mayhem (the famous showgirls in Club X..maybe..)
ya..those "papayas" are belong to them.. XD
take photos + their poster + maybe a kiss or touch here touch there cost u around AUD30 or AUD50?? actually im not really took note of the price then..cause im not even think to take photos v them..weirdo.. XD

skip to the next stall..im kinda get shock about the his performance or maybe talent? haha
PRICASSO..the name of the performance..he wrip up a portrait using his "old fella" as his brush!!! OMG..

we did manage to watch a pole dance competition..thats only one word can represent the whole competition..TIRED..turn, hang, jump here and there..penning..XD

there are 222 stalls in the exhibition..alots huh?? but i think mostly 100 stalls are selling sex toys(vibrational, dolls, condoms, gel, egg??) and 50 stalls are selling sexy clothing + SM stuffs?? before we went out, we saw the demonstration lesson of SM..a girl was hitting a guy by using whip..kinda hurt i think.. XD

don't ask me whether got buy anything from the exhibition or not..XD
i dint buy anything even it is cheap..(heard from a stranger)..haha..

show u guys some magazines in goodies bag and some free gift..

Sorry for couldn't show u guys the content..18SX..haha

the event's guide and some Brochure..

so called gel and condom...

REGULAR SIZE OF CONDOMS?? this ain't the point that i showed..

YEA!! It was made in MALAYSIA..Hey Guys..be proud of our Malaysia Getah..

MALAYSIA BOLEH...XD

Advertising Campaign..

2010-03-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

Advertising Campaign..it is a capstone subject for Advertising Major student...
what is capstone?? it means it combined everything that AD relative subjects that we'd done before..
Yea..im doing last semester in Australia..and my stress is Double up..my head becomes 2 times bigger than before..if fail any subject then i have to stay over in Australia one more semester..

Back from advertising campaign class...it totally stress me up..9 people in a team, and I'm the ONLY Asian in the group so called TEAM..
hey guys..is TEAM not a Group..wads the different between these two??
As outlined by Dr Gayle Kerr, Teamwork is the ability to work together towards a common vision; The ability to direct individual accomplishments toward organizational objectives; It is the fuel that allows common people to attain uncommon results. ( Can't u understand this? don't worries if u don't make sense..cause i was studying this subject and i supposed to knew all of this but i don't..)

I'm the Media Manager in this superb stress TEAM assignment ( should call this as "Advertising Agency practical"). and my other teammates will be holding other positions (account manager, account planner, creative manager and production manager).

Our LOVELY Client: BODY SPANNER by 2 physio..
if you all don't know the product, just google it and believe what you see..that is what our product look alike..(Start thinking why am i choosing Advertising as my Major..swt)

STOP NEGATIVE THINKING LIM HUEY LING!!!
Actually i was moody since i know how hard the subject is...stress me..OMG!! but but but..it wont be the end for me..FACE THE FACT..be hard working..passed the subject..everything will still stick on the plan..but if fail..everything gone..so..the ONLY thing can do is just pass the paper..PASSED THE PAPER!! PASSED THE PAPER!! PASSED THE PAPER!!
bless me guys..

p/s: thanks san, von, yuan, vy and my lovely dear..cheer me up always.. :)

Woohoo..today is my chinese 23rd birthday (i ain't that old actually, but chinese traditional..aiya..u know i know la..haha..)but no hokkian traditional mee xua..sad case..but anyway..daddy, mummy, gor gor and stupid piggy acin..I LOVE U ALL!! muackss..

Lim Huey Ling is BORED!!

2010-03-03T04:41:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!...
LIM HUEY LING IS BORED!!!!...
seriously nothing to do..feel like find a part time job..but but but..
view back my planner for this semester...im having 3 FULL COURSEWORK subjects...hiaz..every week have to summit at least one assignment or presentation start from week 4..really cant handle with any part time job...that means i still have one more week for me to lepak -lepak here and there...
ANYONE WANNA DATE ME OUT?? AVAILABLE FOR THIS WEEK!!!...haha :p

1st day in Brisbane

2010-02-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

1st day in Brisbane...

Haiz..holiday ended..gonna face the fact come back again to Brisbane...
22 FEB 2010-reached Brisbane Airport around 1am..my first class is on 9am-11am, 1pm to 4pm...GOOD..didnt plan to sleeping tonight..PITY xia...

my feeling??
seems like I'm still at Pontian, can still go out yumcha with my beloved friendsss..but..the fact is...i gonna face the place who got alots ANGMO, the room that I'm not familiar with and the language that i will never use in lovely Pontian...haiz...
San von yuan wt lilin bee xlin steven kw alex cling...MISS U GUYS!!!

I was attending my advertising management class with not more than 30 people in that class..
GUESS WHAT!! I'm the ONLY international student in the class...OMG!!
my lecturer...a tall, knowledgeable, funny + handsome uncle with ALMOST silent voice..
lets recalled back to the situation...
he mumbled: is there any international student in this class?(Silent mode on)...no??All local???
my heart is beating...cause i was in the daze when he is talking...XD..cannot blame on me what.. he is a great mesmerizer that i ever seen.. XD..but luckily i "agak-agak " heard "international + all local" these 2 words..i "cepat" raised my hand and looked at the lecturer with "pity look" haha..he asked me where am i from...and which city of Malaysia..
i was curious..Does he really know where is JOHOR located at??
anyway..the point is..this lecturer had taught me in my 1st sem..and now he still asked me..is this your 1st semester in Aus?? SWT...seriously don't know what face should i give him... XD

Cleaning u my room and unpacked my luggage had been used up all my strength and time...long time didn't touch my bed dy..good night guys...

Rojak feeling...

2010-02-09T05:13:00.000-08:00

left 11 days in Msia...just noticed i had been long time didn't update my blog dy..
haiz..then time is passed damn fast..seems like doing nothing in my LAST school holiday...
but recalled back..i had been going to Genting 2 times, KL 2 times, JB k times, Batu pahat 2 times, singapore 1 time...XD
OMG...cant believe that..i really wanna go back to Aus for my degree last year last semester...
GAMBATEH JAEL LIM!!

COMPLICATED FEELING...din't wish to go back to Aus...but i know i am sure not willing to be apart with the mature, clean and happening country when the time i graduated..

Planning to work when i get back to Aussie..cause i will be over free for my whole semester..Monday AND Friday class ONLY...who wanna date me out???

Stephy Yeo and Derrick Tan..do cherish wad u all had...even quarrel or happy..both of u still can see each other, stay by side..don't wait until the time both of u not belong to each other...
people will always pursue something that they don't have but dint know how to cherish the thing they already had..when u quarrel u will forget and ignore everything that they had done for you..think carefully before quarrel..is that worth??

One more thing that i felt happy...half year more we can temporary "end up" our long distance relationship..Half year more...should i count down from now?? :p

@#$%^&

2010-01-03T03:59:00.000-08:00

人生不如意十之八九我呢？
偏偏不如我意的就只有那101件..
haiz..我应该怎么做？谁来告诉我？？
原谅我的自私与逃避我真的不想面对
不管怎样我只知道我现在很幸福
以后的事以后再说..

half year anniversary..

2009-12-24T07:14:00.000-08:00

guess what??

yoohoo..half years anniversary...
unbelievable right?? at least for the person who like me.. hee..

half year before...i was thinking i am a kind of girl who cannot "tahan" long distance relationship as i faced before.. :p

but now..I am having a happiness long long distance relationship with my piggy Loong..

thanks baby..

p/s: congratss san too... XD

last year 1st sem...ended..

2009-11-12T00:10:00.001-08:00

Finally finally finally~~~
Summer holiday is started since the time i stepped out from service marketing exam room..
woohoo..but kinda alot of things need to do before i get back to Msia...
1. continue my house's contract
2. buy souvenir
3. pack my stuff
4. play paint ball + travel around Brisbane...
5. finish up all my snacks in my cupboard
6. prepare myself to leave my lovely housemates :'(
7. count down the time i gonna fly back to meet my beloved family ^^
8. thinking thinking thinking + dreaming dreaming and dreaming~~~ ^^

here to announce all my Msia friends...
appointments are available now...woohoo..
laska...nasi lemak...mi sua...a poh bak kut teh..a po chiken rice...roti canai..roti planta..roti tisu..cheese naan...fishess...seafood...ha mee...hokkian mee...wantan mee..rojak...cendol...dim sum..economic rice...loklok...satey..tauhu bakar...air kacang...tea tarik..mee goreng..wabao chicken rice...Lim family's yip beng...woohooo....
I'M COMING!!!

TO MY BELOVED HOUSEMATESSSS...

2009-10-20T16:02:00.000-07:00

TO: My beloved Housematesss...

Is time to work hard on my study..
But...semester end means bk, jt, kh and js gonna graduate soon...sobsob..

3年半前，因为一颗“友情糖”久开始了这段孽缘。。。
记得当时，Semester1 刚过一半，因为某人我才知道你是MR INTI的Participant 身边总是有一大堆人围着，我当时的习惯是不会去认识太“红”的人，所以刚开始的两三个月，都还不认识你，当你当上MR INTI之后更不用说了人龙排到满啊！！哈哈不过人嘛都有落寞期，还好你遇见了我..哈哈真不知道是幸运还是不幸如果当时没有给你那颗糖不知道现在会是什么情景。
Semester 2 发生了一件“怪事”，让被朋友排挤的我和罪魁祸首的你，变成了无话不谈的好朋友...也因为这样让我认识了你当时的Housemate..Cyprian...又是另一段孽缘的开始...记得有一次我问到“你之前的女朋友，你最喜欢哪个？”你说“我的初恋”还说她下个Semester会来INTI读书...当时几高兴一下..哈哈...是这个时候，你才知道我不吃粿条。。
Foundation Semester3 一起毕业...靖婷出现然后在一起，开始了4个人的世界..
Degree Semester1 2 每个星期都到电影院报到，到处去吃喝玩乐，忙ONight，忙功课，烦考试。。某些事发生，也慢慢的变成了我你靖婷3 个人的生活...陪着不喜欢一个人吃饭的我一起吃饭，带着不高兴的我一起去疯。硬把不想出门的我给拖出门。
Degree Semester3 是我和靖婷在INTI的最后一个Semester，抱歉啦！比你先回家，留下你一个人在INTI 哈
和他分手时，谢谢你的肩膀...谢谢你帮我守住痛哭的秘密... 还有你给我的爱心Tissue，我把它收起来了，现在还在我家... 感动下... 嘻嘻

靖婷哦... 要谢谢你不介意当廖的妹妹哈哈哈换成其他人的话应该会生气吧.. 不知道是你迟钝还是天真哈哈开玩笑的啦！！
虽然你做事比人家慢，吃饭不比人家快，冲凉都比人家久，但是不要担心，我还是会等你的... 不过可以的话还是要快一点啦！！哈哈
从以前那个长长头发乖巧安静的靖婷变成了完全相反出口成“脏”每天以欺负我为乐的靖婷 sobsob 天啊都不知道是福是祸可能是参某人太久了哈哈

记得结婚前得给我一年半的通知哦不然我会来不及做准备的哈哈

我们的3人行... 一起到了澳洲... 一起住... 一起生气... 一起闹... 现在到你们留下我了...

谢谢你这们这几年的照顾，不过还没到最后哦。不联络我，我就杀了你们...

下一段就是金凰和电脑的了

来澳洲之前根本不知道陈金凰这号人物的存在到了澳洲先是帮我庆祝生日然后再一起帮很多人庆祝生日但是都没什么交谈认为你不容易亲近当知道要和你一起住的时候还蛮紧张担心的说怕你不好相处，怕你这个那个怕到一个程度哈哈哪知道... 完完全全就是另外一个廖炳坤嘛白担心了也松了一口气... 早听电脑说你很会煮，哪知还真的很会哈哈每天都吃到我饱到~~ 有空就糖水没空就炒饭真的是肥到~~ 没人要我就等你帮我介绍咯哈哈有事没事都喜欢跑去你房间聊天聊些18+的话题玩sudoku 看你搞怪看你把浪漫的东西变成不浪漫哈哈不过我永远都会记得你说过的那么一句话 “慧玲，你Maintain这间屋子啦，这样我以后才知道去哪里找你”几SWEEEEEET已下... 虽然这是你的玩笑话可是你的这句话，我觉得... 你有浪漫的潜力加油你行的哈哈还有要努力读书努力做工哦，以后要找你帮我逃税的说.. YANG~~加油哦！下次我们还要一起帮炳坤靖婷电脑筹备生日哦！

电脑为了可以在我们家河对面看电影留下来吧哈哈电脑电脑以前不知道是哪个死鬼告诉我说电脑这个外号是因为他在inti的时候每次带着电脑所以大家才叫他电脑气死我了害我被笑 == 在还没真正认识你之前都不知道你这样MAN 身材又FIT 人又高又细心...哈哈 *等下记得请我吃饭* 还有还有还会HURT人咯有一次有一次我和佩贞在聊天不知道聊到什么我就问他“电脑，你要不要我？”他竟然说“什么，看你要给我多少钱先”==... 真不给面子！！可怜我...没人要(金凰快帮我介绍 :p ).. :p 亏我还用了我宝贵的3天来做你的生日Video..可怜啊 XD 电脑，你的就不用写那么多啦还有机会的，对吗？留下来读你的Master？哈哈开玩笑的啦未来自己决定吧！！还有如果下次看到5 个大男生坐在一辆车上，我会快点跑的.. 哈哈更重要的一个就是要谢谢你谢谢你半年前打给我的那一通电话让我有了那么一个开开心心幸福洋溢的家哈哈

谢谢你们咯，给了我一个那么温馨又温暖的“家” ..

unit 13, 36 Glen Road..

2009-09-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

心血来潮想写个华语的blog，才发现我的华语不是普通的烂。　天啊！！　
算了　既然开始了就得硬着头皮写下去咯。。

搬了新家　功课也慢慢上了轨道　所有烦恼的事都渐渐的平淡下来．．
是时候介绍我的两个新housemates了..哈哈

Ouch! 我敲到脚...
Ouch! 我夹到手...
Ouch! 我腰骨酸...
这是我每天几乎都会听到的话
出自于我们家标准天平座“低调”又搞怪的陈金凰 aka Kim Huang～～ aka　阿凰．．．

看X啊？
笑X啊？
你们在讲我对不对？我懂你在想什么..
这是我们家擅长美化粗话，连吃螃蟹都帅到暴的弟弟陈建生aka电脑...

我们？？没变没变　当然还是我啦，靖婷啦，和廖炳坤咯　哈哈

这个学期的时间表又是晚上的课，唉。。
不过，每天都很期待回家，
看靖婷一旁慢慢的帮忙收拾，噢。。又被Liew骂了。。
看Liew和凰在忙着筹备晚餐。。啊。。可怜的金凰又烫到手了。。
看在一旁帮忙切菜的电脑　嘴上说着“未来的ＣＥＯ沦落到要切菜”，可是手却没停过。。
看阿凰准备什么爱心甜品。。胖了就得怪这些甜品咯。。哈哈
每天准备晚餐的时间就是这样过的拉。。

我？每天回家冲好凉就有热腾腾的饭菜等着我啦。。哈哈　多么幸福的事啊！！

美好时光总是特别短。。
这个学期都是他们４人的最后一个学期了。。天啊！！留下我一人　:'(
还好我还有yee和燕琳。。嘻嘻

我们的全家福... :)

"assignment checker" 金凰和我..

我们家"怎样都帅"的弟弟..

当然少不了靖婷和Liew啦.. XD

啊！！得去帮忙煮饭了...８８

Enjoying my busy n happening life..

2009-08-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

busy busy busy life...
individual assignments,
group assignments,
markstrat,
presentation,
marketing plans and
copy writing creative portfolio...

OMG...wad kind of life I'm having now..haha..but i really quite enjoy this kind of busy life then..
as my dad said, u will miss the busy study life after u graduated..hee..quite agree on his words.. :p
OMG..
i miss Msia food...rojak, satey, nasi lemak, laksa, bak gut teh, mi sua and etc...haha
miss my family and my frens...
OHYA..congratulation to my frens who graduated on this sem..cheer for ur coming working life..hee...wow..

gonna start count down the time i back to Msia dy..heee
WAIT ME GUYS..I'M COMING BACK SOON..hahaha
________________________________________________________
finally come to the end..
although this is not the ending that we wished to be had..
but the point is..we lose on this war.. :)
the war between our relationship and ur family..
yea..I'm fine as i told u..and i will be fine always...so dont worry..
no need to blame on anyone..
if u do..u just blame on we are too young, cannot do whatever things we like ..
someone asked me: did i cry?
my answer is: no, cause i cant find the reason to make myself cry..i think this is the best solution on this situation.. :)

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened..

as a conclusion..I'm really not suitable for having long distance relationship then..hee
___________________________________________________________

Complicated...

2009-07-25T16:44:00.000-07:00

....
i dont knw wad to say and how to say..its really hard..
this few weeks..my mood and the things tat happened on myself was so.....haiz...
my studies...my relationship...was so happening..
im poor in translating my feeling into word..somemore in english tim..hee
but dont worry guys..I can handle it well..hope so...hee
1st week of my final year first sem..1 word can describe it...BUSY...
a lot of articles, magazines, adnews, group assessments, individual assignments, MARKSTRAT and exams...OMG...
Final year in Aus..starting thinking on my future..
where i gonna stay on?
who i gonna stick with?
wad decision i gonna go on?
AAHHH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!
dont think dont think...will be fine..opps..should say "i'm fine"..hee

finally got 1 thing make me happy...
Social Board..wohoo..congratulations to all the Social Board's committee ya...
best event and best night..haha..
really really great to hear it..thanks kevin n dixon, brought me this superb good news..hee..
cheer..getting high expectation to SB..hee..glad to be one of the SB's "senior"..OMG..so old..hee
congratulations once again..hee

to dearest u..
thanks for brought me to a happiness life since last month..im not used to say my words out then..so decided to write down on here...this is the best decision for u then..i really really dont wana c u suffer alone over there...the purpose that i decided to be with you not because of making u worries or suffer.. i wish to help u but i dont knw wad can i do for u..sigh...so, this decision maybe can help reduce some stress gua..hope then..hee..dont worry..i'm fine then..hee..
busy life will lead me to less extra thinking but still will keep contact with u..hee..
although we nid to be separate for few months or a year..hope everything will maintain the same as now..haha..wad a big decision then..hee..
HL's quote "future cannot predict"..let's try our best then..hee...
dont be moody again..u knw i dont wana c tat..cheer...i knw its quite hard for u..but u have to..promise? hee..
yesterday i told u, if u fall in luv v others or found a gal who suit u more in this few months or a year then i will hate u..hee..but if the thing really happen..dont worry just go to her..no nid to care about my side, i hope u can stay happiness no matter the gal who beside u is still me or others...hee...but should tell me earlier if not i will still hate u..hahaha.. :p
Happy 1st Month Anniversary then..lets continue our relationship after a year loh..cheer for the big big decision..heee..miss ya..
P/s: sorry for yesterday thing.. :p

Moved house..Glen road..

2009-07-21T06:13:00.000-07:00

Move move move...
we moved to new house since 10th July 2009..from sandford st to Glen road..hee
It looks quite similar as hotel and again river side view..
Everything is seems like so beautiful and peaceful..hee
but i have some comments on our unite number and floor level...
UNIT 13, 4th FLOOR..
OHHMYGOD!!!
13..a black number in western country..
4th floor..normally won't be seen level 4 in Malaysia..SWT...
but never mind cause FINALLY our house got television..WOOHOO..
Although it is small "sweet potato" type of television but it is good enough for me dy..hee
CAN YOU BELIEVE?? I can survive 5 months without television..hee
Welcome bac again to the television world..hahha

New semester started dy...assignment life is waiting for me...GAMBATEH!!

CUTE BABY...

2009-06-24T04:35:00.000-07:00

FINALLY~~~

PHEW~~~

Final is over...but kinda worried about my result..haiz

hope everything will be fine...hee

anyway..let's PARTY...woohoo..

i started my holiday since 2 days ago (22nd June)...

holiday life??

almost the same as the time we gonna go for class then..hee

but without assignments...is really really free now..hee

going out...

shopping..

picnic...

travelling..

singing k..

sleeping..and

online -ing...

these are all the things that we planned to do in this holiday then..
ohya..gonna to move house soon..hee

HAHAHA!!!

discovered something funny..

let's show to all of you..hee

cute baby...Take 1: Cuuutiieeeee~~~~~Take 2: Oppss..they are from difference parents..hee..

Take 3: let's look again..heee..look alike right??hee

Name: Jun Jun
Sex: Boy Boy
HomeTown: Johor Bahru
(JingTing's nephew)

Name: Tang Tang
Sex: gal gal
HomeTown: Pontian
(KeePY's niece)

heee....cute right???hee....
Hope KeePY will notice this blog..hahah

what shoud i do???

2009-06-18T16:56:00.000-07:00

I really don't know how to start this blog..too complicated to describe my current life..
is totally messy and down...swt..
Once the problems come out, the ONLY thing that i can do is just face the problems..
i know the quote..but once i faced the problem..its really hard to apply then..
"don't worry, u can make it, cheer up Lim Huey Ling" this is the sentence that i told myself..
but...??? yea... i try... try....
Thanks guys..esp; san, jt,bk,yl,tl,cw,yh,mq,lt,jyn,cs,ku,yy,fan and wc..(sorry ya..if i missed out someone..)
i know you all worried on me..i will be fine then..i hope so...
hope can solve the problems then..or else wish an angel stay beside me...
CHEER UP!!!
last paper on 22 of June..after final..PARTY TIME!!!

p/s: Congratulations to wc..really happy to hear that..hee..don't think too much..not your fault then..stay happiness and sweet ya.
Fan..u too..don't think something extra..if not i'll complain to ivy..hee
CHEER..

OMG...Congratulations..

2009-05-27T18:33:00.000-07:00

long long time didnt update blog dy..hee
just summit the second last advertising assessment..
it's really been killing me..i had been vomited all my ideas and 'creative'..
hee..one more assignment to go..swt...
the time is passing damn fast..the final is around the corner and my first semester in Australia is gonna end soon..OMG..

ohhya..
Congratulations to lilin, ho ling, koh wei and all of my friends who graduated..
and also congratulations to fan fan and ivy..a cute couple appeared...stay sweet ya..hee
really really feel happy to u all..hehe

hey guys...please update me something about u la..im so outdated on the news in Msia..haha..dont leave me behind k...haha..wait u all here..hee

phew..assignments life...

2009-04-07T06:35:00.000-07:00

woohoo...finally passed up my last "1st assignment"..phew...
but the 2nd assignments are coming together too..that mean i have no time to relax..cause the 2nd assignments seem like so hard to do...haiz..
E-marketing plan...everything have to link via offline, online media and strategies...WhaT??!!!!
marketing and audience research...how do i know what are the reasons they go to GP??? research survey everyday..sweat...
advertising marketing plan???..what the hell on it?? $2,000,000 budget..no details no background of the company..how to start the plan and link to ad? some more have to summit to the company after we'd done??? Stress...REAL WORLD..is truth..
consumer behaviour...totally lost...
luckily Easter holiday is coming..woohoo...where to go??? what to do??erm....

let me show my present form myself..wahaha..
a Guess wallet...hee..

the whole set of my guess wallet..

the front look...

the back..

and the inner part...when u are at AUS make sure your wallet have enough place to fill in alot of cards....

hee..nice??..

show you all some other things that i used in Aussie everyday...

my QUT student ID..which bring you to assignments life...

18+ card..the Aus's law applied, cannot sell alcohol to people who underage..i always get check my the cashier who sell the wine..
Sweat...

my translink ticket..it cost me $46.40...
haiz...

AHhh~~~~so tired dy...will update more next time...night guys..

WooHoo..AUSSIE life...

2009-03-24T04:50:00.000-07:00

Finally...i can online at home dy...hee
so sorry for late update my Aussie life here...

QUT..a university for the REAL world..
REAL world = Project + Assessments + research x k times..
so so so busy and suffering on it...haiz..but i believe i can manage it..cause no choice...
we ady gain a lot of experience at Aussie since 11 Feb...
Valentine day..i got a flower from an Aussie guy while in the bus...weird...
Orientation day...a lot of talk and seminars here and there, but really useful..
1st Summer..Damn HOT..
Transportation from my house to QUT..by BUS, FERRY, or TRAIN..
1st Aussie birthday..celebrated v all my friends who in AUS too...Thanks guy..
1st Online summittion assignment..you will feel proud when u summit ur assignment...
1st Autumn..cold at night but hot when afternoon...

let me show u all some views and pictures...

the riverside view that took at our house..

city view from my house..

city cat aka ferry...

took at casino...phew phew..

Ikea trip..

riverside market...

EYE on Aussie??!!!

pan cake house which renovated from a history st. Lucas church, if I'm not mistaken..hee

cold night..waiting for bus...

my Birthday costume..

the gang that i celebrated my birthday with...

.....

quite late now..stop here...

will update more...good night guys..

miss Msia..

BUSY busy BusY...

2009-03-16T00:10:00.000-07:00

hi guys...I'm still alive here..
so sorry for long long time didn't update my blog..
my house still doesn't have the Internet connection so friends please give some time...hee
here to tell you all about my current life..BUSY BUSY and BUSY..
3rd week have to summit a research review, week 4 another assessment, week 5 presentation v ang mo, week 7 assessment , week 8 mid term exam, week 9, 10,11, 12,13, 14..etc..
so so so suffering n busying in my study stuff..
anyway thanks for u guys so concern about me...will update more detail once the Internet connection is done...wait me guys..hee..

farewell party..

2009-02-02T01:53:00.000-08:00

31st Jan...was my farewell party...

thanks guys...gave me such an unforgettable memories..

the time is passing damn fast..9 more days..i gonna depart from Malaysia to Aus dy..

thanks for accompanying me tide over a part of my life together..

i will miss the time we were playing, chatting, eating, shopping, singing, yumcha-ing, and do whatever 'stupid' things together...haha..

u all r the person who colouring my life up..thanks guys..cherish u all..not now but always...

take care guys..luv ya..

thanks for the video from:

weeting, the 1st time i noticed she is a good dancer...

bee, the bad person who harm me cried..hee

steven, excellent camera man ever..

cheeling, the most tired person in the video..keep on running n running.. :p

kohwei, a piggy ever..

von, the always killer..hee

qing, thanks for Oscar..but i think this is a nightmare for someone..

yuar, the person who i like the most..wahaha..in the end still use u as my pretext.. :p sorry ya..

a ling, the sponsor of the video..haha..

thanks for the flower from ian, wenduan, alex and chua lilin..pink roses...hee i luv it..

thanks for the present from qunming, kelvin, jianxiong, zhiwei, yihao, keepy, sisi, bifong, zhiyang, kai n zhiyi..

thanks for ur stars n xiangshi dou..haha..will miss u all..

i dont have the photo, pls send those to me ya..

lastly thanks my inti aka jb's gang...came to my house from jb..thanks ya...

Thanks everyone, im appreciated it...miss u all

take care..

ATTENTION PLSSSS!!!!

2009-01-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

hlmilk is not longer been using in my account anymore...
i had changed all to JAEL Lim..
please update yourself and others...thanks a lot...

New year, New name, New life, New feeling and New Huey Ling..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
may all your wishes come true..
money more more love more more...haha
cherish what u all have..

leave 18 days in Malaysia...

my pontian's life...

2008-12-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

WOAH!!!...
long long time didnt update my blog dy...hee

What am i doing during these few months??
actually...i was being a lazy bug at my lovely hometown...haha
doing the same thing everyday...
wake up...
have my brunch..
watch tv...
online...
prepare dinner...
take my shower...
have my dinner v family...
38 v my parents...
online again..
kacau my sister...
sleep..ZZzzz
--done--

this is my timetable everyday...haha..enjoyable life...
wahaha...
ohya..sometime will go to jb...
n go out v my friends who in Pontian...
hee...

BUT BUT BUT...something difference on tomorrow...
pity me...
not like bk, jt,yh,yee n jynee...
bk---> pahang
jt---> chang mai
yh---> Italy...
ky---> Japan...
jynee---> forgot dy... :p

sob sob sob...
me???!!! MELACCA... haiz..
better than nothing la..hee

although the place i go just melacca...
but i am so exited too, cause long long time didnt go out v my pontian's gang but only 5 ppl there...hee
lilin, bee, von, steven and a pui...
hope we all can have a nice trip ya...hee
c u all tomorrow..wahaha...
MELACCA pls waited for us...hee

p/s: 58 more days in Malaysia...

my new 'baby'...

2008-10-19T04:27:00.000-07:00

huey ling's bac..

im here..n im fine too..
thanks u guys so care on me..
let me introduce my new baby..
DELL XPS..im still haven decided the name yet..hee
any suggestion??hee..
'she' will be the one who accompany me in my australia's live..hee
muackss..

ohya..this is my little cute mouse...

everybody have their own task to do..but me??
so bored at home..

hiaz..where r u all??
don't leave me alone...
hee...i miss u all..

left 3 months n 26 days in malaysia..

gone..

2008-09-27T02:04:00.000-07:00

everything gone..
feeling empty and moody...
thanks for everything that you had done for me..
i will always rememeber ur good..
sorry for i decided to pull up my leg from our future path..
take good care of urself..

luv,
hl

genting trip...

2008-09-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

GENTING TEAM~~~

so so so tired n dizzy..feel like a thousand of stars are revolved around me..
my body was starting remonstrate since 14/9..
suffer from insomnia + flu + cough + headache + dizzy
terrible huh?

just got back from genting highland..
WE, bing kun, jing ting, cyprian, kevin, liu liu, jynee, kelvin, tun yong, wen hao and me..
we were went forward with great strength and vigor on Saturday morning, but..
we were got back like a worm..so tired..hee

SATURDAY..
bk,jt,kevin,ll,jy n hl went to bistro for taking breakfast at 8.30am..
9am we met my 3 grandsons at inti bus stop..then we started waiting..waiting n waiting..
finally a bus came, but, so sad...tat was "airport liner"..and then we continued waiting..waiting..
2nd airport liner came and go..3rd airport liner came again and go again...
tat was around 10.30am dy..we cannot tahan anymore, then we decided to take texi..MANATAU..when we open the taxi's door..a sepang bus came...
HAIZ..no choice..fate again..
then KTM-ing, LRT-ing to gombak..we reached Gombak around 12.30pm..
another indignant thing happen..
only leave 2p.m. bus to go up to genting..that's mean we have to spend around 1 and half hours in Gombak..
AHH~~~!!!...haiz..
jynee suggested we take LRT back again to some where's jusco..crazy huh??
ya..i think so.. wakaka

At last, we arrived genting at 3.30pm..
check in the hotel..
walking here n there..
eating here n there..
around 2am..we started play a game called "ping pang wah edition".
y have edition thing?
because we r not only play the ping pang wah..we were adding 3 more in..hee
crazy huh? hee

SUNDAY..
woke up at 8.00am..we planned to go out at 9am..but somebody cannot wake up on time..hee
so, we only can check out on 10.30am...
after that..we started playing on 12..
play play play...
play play play...
then get back to inti around 8.30pm...

liuliu said gonna take dinner together at 9.30pm but i cannot make it, cause i have no more strength dy..feeling dizzy n headache here..so sad..cannot join u all..
hee..good night everyone..

where is my tweety bird?
tats mine..

i gonna EAT u...

i cant do anything for u..

2008-09-16T23:17:00.000-07:00

i hate my eyes..let me see what a dark world..

i hate Pisces..too emo, rely on everything, not resolute at all..

i hate my sixth sense..let me know Wat ppl is thinking and cannot be me..

sometime i will think like izzit I'm in the right decision?

i knew many ppl not agree v my decision but i still choose it..is it I'm wrong?

i admit some thing i have to change but i didn't do it..keep on repeating the same..

I'm good in give guidance to others but not me..

someone told me, i don't know how to protect myself..

YES, i am. I'm believed in "how much i get depends on how much I'd paid".This is the

thing i always do, but what am i getting in the end? even I'd done everything for

u..NOTHING..but i still do it..My purpose very simple, i just don't wanna get hurt by ppl, so, i

wont do anything that will get ppl hurt..that's all..izzit very difficult huh??

someone told me, I'm too care about other's feeling but don't know wat i really want..

i admit, i used to stay in ppl shadow..i knew wat ppl want, then i will do extra but not lesser to

them..i feel I'm no qualms upon my self-examination in everything but why? why i always be

the person who get hurt more? I'm just trying to be the person that u want me to be..

i wished to change but i don't know how to change..

i hope to change but the situation not allow me to change..

i gonna be change but I'm not dare to face the change..

maybe I'm too incompetent, or

maybe i just wanna escape on it..

SORRY..

i really dont know what i gonna do..

i just wana have a win-win situation..

difficult huh??

who can teach me?

left 4 months and 28 days in Malaysia

bac to pontian..

2008-08-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

quite long time never update my blog dy..hee

at my hometown now..one word can describe my pontian's life---bored..
all my frens are not having holiday same as me..so sad..

somemore..my baby not at here also..haiz..ady planned everything but suddenly my baby sick, kena back to sdk for body check out..haiZ..so sad n so pity.. hee

FOR CYPRIAN LEE NYIT LOONG..
im forcing u back early from sdk if not i will be dead..
pls back early la..miss u so much geh..haiz..

FOR all my pals in PONTIAN..
pls let me know if ur back to Pontian..

FOR my INTI's sisters n brothers..
Quickly decide the time when u gonna come...hee

my first 4 days in Pontian...

FULL STOP for the page in INTI life...

2008-08-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

final is coming..mean i have to leave inti soon..

very lucky that i came inti to study..

i never regret that i choose inti nilai to continue my part of my life..

but now i have to go to another place to begin another portion of my life..im not willing to part with these beautiful memories but i have to..

somebody asked me..if u r not willing to part with these memories, why dont u continue it but choose to leave these memories? my answer is..this is the way to let me achieve my ambition and i think this is the best future for me..nobody can influence my decision..

somebody may think I'm very selfish and obstinate..but this is the time to let me learn how to be independent and open up my view..i have to be selfish and have to be obstinate..

For my family..

i have to be braved..u all are the most important person in my life..Sorry for i never listen your words and choose a course that have to part v u all for 2 or more years..2 years later, i will be ur proud daughter (for papa n mama) and sister (for bro n sis)..pls prepare yourself to wait for me..

For my friends..

thanks for u all had given me a dazzling memories and thanks for being an important character in my life..

i don't expect to be the most important person in your life, i just hope that one day if u all ever hear my name, u'll smile and say "That is my friend"..

For my love..

thanks for accompanying me for these few years..sorry for i gonna be apart with u..thanks for everything that u gave me..the only thing that i wan u to do is..please take good care of yourself..i wont be ur side to look after u when ur sick..so please promise me once..

i dont knw whether ur promise can it be trusted or not (cause u always break ur promise..)..

but i hope our relationship will be until the end of my life..

and also please help me take care of my family too..

ONCE thank you everyone!!..

im very appreciated ur care, ur support n ur wishes..

hope all the best in everything..

Luv & hugs

huey ling..

last 5 days in INTI..

the feeling that just bac from kajang..

2008-08-03T09:09:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!!

just back from kajang..

tired but happy trip for me..

i will miss kajang satey and the superb spicy sup...

haha..

thanks a yee, charley, liuliu and jynee...and yee's papa, yee's mama and yee's didi also..ohya..somemore yee's sam and wangwang..haha

terrible huh??!!!

guess how many stick of satay had we eaten???

hee..

our kajang team..wahaha

HAPPY KAJANG TRIP...and the following will be...FINAL...WAH!!!
work harder everyone..!!

last 10 days in INTI...

my feeling after i ate Fo Tiao Qiang..

2008-07-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday mommy, and sabri...
today is my dearest mom birthday..
just now me and my family go to restaurant and try our "only" dish..which is "Fo Tiao Qiang"..
after i ate, i felt very very hot and my face turn into apple red..haha
quite a good dish, but not the "sea cucumber"..
i think everyone will knw wat is "sea cucumber" right?
yiks..erm..how to say that feel..erm..something like u swollen optopus with alot of gule..yiks..
haha..make sure dont order the sea cucumber ya..haha

But anyway, i feel very happy..cause have everything what i think is very important to me....hee
my dearest parents and brother, sister..
my dear loong..
my friends..
my study-->but still dont knw the final result yet, hee
now i have to add a additional thing..which is my business..haha
dont ask me the details..everything is still going..everything is secret for me..wahaha
sososososo happy...

count down-->18 days in INTI...

count down-ing for my INTI life..

2008-07-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

today is 2years 2months and 28days in INTI and it also my last 20 days in INTI...

just now, i was packing my staff in my apartment, notice that many many many things i still keep it..and these all things are the beautiful memories for my INTI life..

Orientation day may session 2006..

my good frens in sem 1 --> yuan, devis, danny..

my 13 sisters-->yen ling, jazztky, wenduan, sabri, jehteng, nico, jynee, charley, wendy, liuliu, xuxu, yip..

my housemate-->bk, jingting, loong jie..

my classmate-->too many dy..

my orientation night team member-->a lot..

and my dear-->loong..

i am not willing to part with a lot of memories in INTI..

Gambateh everyone..do cherish ur life..time is passing damn fast..dont waste ur time to get angry..spend more time to luv ppl..learn how to forgive and forget..dont regret of every things that u had done..

P/S: count down-->20 days..

college life = BUSY..

2008-07-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

HELP...
HRM test made me crazy...
cannot remember any single things..
tomorrow sure die..good bye my papa n mama, gogo n meimei, good bye my dearest frens..
thanks for ur supporting..tomorrow will be my death line..i luv u all..
haiz..
can somebody teach me how to study smart??? aiyo..no point to knw also..
preparing to die.. AHHH..!&*()!#$%^

HRM test...event review...MKT test...than FINAL..sh*t!!!

work harder everyone..bless u all and bless me too..
hope to c u all again..my life is damn short...(choi choi choi..)
do cherish ur life ya.. take care.. :'(
continue my study better..

2008-07-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

this is my very very 1st blog..i never try to post or write down a blog before..

i used to keep everything in my mind, due to something happened to me before, im not willing to trust ppl for long time..because that thing, i was entering into a "mature" or "adult" life..which is only believe in yourself but not anyone beside u..But now, i knw nothing is prefect, somebody hate u, must have equal amount of ppl will luv u too..hee, luckily i notice it earlier..if not i will be missing a lot a lot of memorable memories in my life..so, i decided to create this blogger, to let the person who luv me wat happen to me and for the person who hate me, knw me more..this is the only thing i can do..izzit right?

But anyway, i will TRY to update my blog frequently..hee
Ending my 1st blog now..quite sleepy here..hee
hope there have 2nd, 3rd,4th....blogs in the future..hee
nite nite everyone..thanks u all spend time to knw me more..
c u next time..byebye